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October 24, 2008 at 4:42 pm · Filed under Uncategorized ·Tagged affair, bachelor, breasts, cheating, commitment, couple, cream pie, dating, divorce, drunk, engagement, family, fight, fighting, fuck, fucked, fucking, hung over, life, love, love life, marriage, married, married but miserable, news, polygamist, relationship, rough sex, tits, Uncategorized fighting, womam issues, woman
I was sitting at my desk, I felt myself burning up. I was shaking and felt week. I called my wife, and told her I was coming home early. To my surprise, when I walked through the door she had chicken soup, nyquil, and the bed turned down. I automatically started to feel better. I’m guessing it was the love, caring, nurturing. I felt like I was ten years old again, and my moms reassuring kiss to the forehead would miraculously drop my fever. I assure you that I am still sick as a dog writing this post. It was a temporary fix, but one that was definitely needed, and appreciated.
I love the fact that my wife showed her love for me. It brought me back to a time when our relationship was still fresh, and I loved it. I would love to have that type of love and affection all the time. I would love to give that type of love and affection all the time. I don’t understand why it’s not like this. Why do I have to be sick to get this type of love? Is this to much to expect from your spouse on a daily basis? Does this really exist?
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October 14, 2008 at 11:21 pm · Filed under Uncategorized ·Tagged affair, arguments, breasts, cheating, condom, couple, cream pie, dating, divorce, drunk, family, fighting, fuck, fucked, give and take, hung over, life, lost love, love, love life, man, marriage, married, married but miserable, misserable, no condom, raw dog, relationship, rough sex, sex, talking, the truth, tits, truth, woman
The Truth!!!
It is hard for me to admit as a man, and a proud, self centered one at that. I have come to the conclusion that most of the arguments that my wife and I have are my fault. I could very easily avoid the bullshit conflict. The only thing it would take is me giving up my man hood. Fuck that. I am a man, and some times a piece of shit. At the end of the day I love myself, and the man that I have become. I shouldn’t have to change for anyone, and neither should my wife. It would be nice to have some give and take. It becomes tough to give when you feel that all she does is take, take, take. I am sure she sees things differently then I, but this is my blog.
The truth is that we both need to sit down, talk, and work all the small bullshit out. After all the small things are straightened, the big stuff will find it’s place. At that point I am sure that the love we once had, the love which brought us together will come out again.
Hope it’s soon.
Thanks for listening
Mavros69
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